my bro
MY BRO IS MR BEAN!! HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
I’m listening to my album of chinese music.. and yes i do listen and understand and can speak mandarin. Maybe not fluently but it suffices alright! I noticed that jay chou has a shit load of damn good emo songs. Why is that the case? Why is he so good at making emo songs? Did he have an awful childhood or something? He’s a really crazy depressed talented fella man! Obviously listening to mandarin emo songs during the wee hours of the morning will make anyone emo.. right? or at least i would think so..
I hope i score well for my biz policy assignment. Hmm.. it took quite a while for me to finish it man. I stayed up till like 7am plus to complete that damned thing!
I’ve got all the pics from the melb trip, but i’m so darn lazy to upload them. I’ll do it some other time. All i have to say is that i enjoyed the trip, although spent quite a portion of my financial resources. Snowbaording is painful man.. literally!
SO many things to do.. so little.. assignments.. house.. and.. erm.. dunno wat else..oh yes.. studying for exams.
I wonder wat i’ll be doing when i go back to singapore. Should i go back? There’s nothing really there for me to go back to, other than family and friends. Should i just stay here and work? Make a fortune here? I’m not really looking forward to next semester. I just wonder what it’ll be like. I have this inkling feeling that a lot of things will be different.. like the friends i have.. the people i meet.. the lifestyle.. it’s time to make changes..
i need a break. i need a holiday. i need to go somewhere and just watch the sky go past and be carefree. but that is not possible. it really isnt. 1.5 yrs more. long time? short time?
I went to church today. It’s been decades since i went. Everything looked and felt so surreal. I even got called to bring the gifts up to the priest. haha. For those non-catholic friends, the gifts mean the bread and body of christ aka the bread and the wine. It was my first time to that church. Then i was sitting down doing nothing. Then one of the wardens came up to me and asked..
warden: Excuse me, would you like to take the gifts up?
me : Huh? wat gifts?
i said that without thinking and onli after saying that i realised wat he meant. luckily i think he didnt hear me say ‘huh’. it wld have been quite embarrassing! haha.. I felt so good bringing up the gifts to the priest. haha..i know it sounds spastic, but i’ve nvr done it before! Anyway, it was good to revisit a church again. lol. I really should go more often.
Is this a sign that i should do more good in my life? What am i saying!? I’m always doing good!
