Sometimes a white lie can salvage so much more than the truth ever will..

if you think that it is what you should do… and its for the better… you should just go ahead… in life there isn’t any win win situation at all… You cannot just let your soft side, rule u the whole time my dear.. you will never achieve anything this way.If you made the decision, you better make sure you do your part well… That is the min to live up to the "promise"..

This is what a good friend told me..

Officially I’m extremely tired right now. Stupid mahjong last night only caused me to lose money. I don’t even know why i’m making this post. Mambo tonight people. Hurry before all the uni ppl finish their exams then make zouk even more packed than it already is. I need to replenish my energy for tonight. Oh and i’ve finally figured out how to put that blardy picture up. Yes. I’m the king.

Aileen, what did you change your name in my phonebook to? I really can’t find your name liao. See la. Play somemore. play until i dunno wat your name is. And you all better come to my party. No excuse Jess. Even if it means walking through fire, climbing mountains, bashing through walls or listening to me play guitar & sing for a whole day (which according to dele & eve sounds like suicidal screams), you all better show up on 23rd Dec! The happening place to be is yet to be confirmed.

New word of the day : Copus Cavernosum

Go figure. Time for sleep. Ooh, the movie step up is not bad, although i would say it’s not as impactful as you got served.

I don’t think i’m anything like that guy. I’m definitely not diligent! He’s so boring! I’m not! i hope..I’m so lazy to blog about the past few days.. and i’m having menstrual cramps now.. not feeling good enough to do anything.. and i still havent found a place to hold my 21st bday! argh! i’ve got the date and time set, the only missing factor is the place! haha.. won’t it be weird if one day b4 my bday i told everyone "sorry got no place to hold my bday party, it’s cancelled. Leave your presents at the door. Leave the bomb at my neighbours. Thank you."

I’m feeling sad? pissed? hungry? cheated?

All this while i’ve been disillusioned..

And i can’t find a place to hold my 21st bday party..

Today just had to end off fucked up..

I’m so screwed..

Today was my computer information systems exam. I thought it’ll be easy just like the past 2 papers have been. Hence, I refused (or should i say lazy) to study a lot for it. Bad decision. I was guessing half the 50mcqs and for the short answer questions that are worth 50%, don’t even need to say. I have no idea what i was writing. I have never entered an exam hall in my life with so little information in my head ever!! NEVER EVER! I don’t even know whether i can pass this paper! I need to pass this paper in order to pass the entire course! Somebody please swap scripts with mine just like what happened in O level’s so that i can score high..

I have 1 more paper to go. Microecons on friday. I HAVE to score distinction for that one in case i fail the computer one. I’m soo dead if I fail any course. I can’t imagine what my parents will do to me if i did fail any course.

Anyway, on a lighter note, when i was studyin in school the other day, i bumped into this awesome car, ok maybe the car isn’t that awesome, but its number plate sure was attention seeking!

that’s the front of the car. Now is that cool or wat?

Too bad u can’t have such a plate in singapore.

My stupid cousin asked me to buy her sooo much stuff when i go back to singapore. Hello? DO YOU THINK IM "SHOPINAUSTRALIA.COM" OR SOMETHING? And why do you need me to buy so much nuts for wat? Singapore don’t sell meh? Nuts are fattening for your info. Not to mention my mom’s shopping list for me. It includes enough lamb and beef to feed the poor and famished people of Uganda.

Microecons i’m gonna thrash your freakin ass and score a 7 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT!!!!

MY FIRST DAY OF EXAMS ON A SATURDAY AND I CAN’T SCORE FOR IT!!

I just finished my first exam which is intro to management and i can safely say that too much reading and studyin is indirectly proportional to your grades. I shldnt have read like 8 chapters.. i should have just stuck to 2 chapters and focus on them.. URGH! Waste all my time reading, then end up i know a little of every chapter and none i know very well. Damn it.

Oh and my dad called me last night to give me a little piece of encouragement..

Dad : How’s your revision coming along?
Me  : Erm.. so so lor.. i think i’ll do so-so for the exams..
Dad : What so-so?! I didn’t send you to australia to do ’so-so’! You could have done that in singapore!

haha.. I thought it was quite funny. Oh and yeah, i was studyin in a toturial class in uni last night with patrick. I didn’t know we could use tutorial classes for our self-revision.. anyway, by right we can’t as the people at the office told us we can’t book a tutorial class for self-revision. Either that or she was lying to us. Anyway, there is this tutorial class at the corner that has the door constantly unlocked. So me and patrick decided to use it for study. There’s like air-con and projection tv with surround sound in that classroom. We ended up studyin "Behind Enemy Lines 2" and yes, it is the night before i sat for my management exams. Haha.. what am i doing man? It’s like the same as the night before my A’levels where i was playin gunbound with a gay called bryan lim. It’s a vicious cycle man.

Oh and does anyone know where i can find a butchery shop in brisbane cause i need to buy a rack-of-lamb and sausages for my mom to "ta pao" back to singapore for her to whip up a storm.

Oh yeah i nearly forgot, please visit this non-profit charity website and contribute in whatever way you can..it’s for the benefit of orphan children and old folks.
                                       http://kindhearts.evonnz.com

That brings me to the point i nearly forgot. It’s official. I have the bragging rights for being better than eve at UNO. I THRASHED, BEAT-DOWN, TRIUMPED OVER, SLAMMED, PREVAILED, OVERWHELMED, CONQUERED, EXCELLED, OUTDID, OUTPLAY, OUTLASTED, OUTRIVALED,OUTSHINED, SUBDUED, SURPASSED,TRANSCENDED AND VANQUISHED her mediocre uno-playing skills. My vocab is not fantastic i know. Thanks for reminding me. But i won!

Okay, enough of bragging. I have 3 more exams to go.

This pic is for adele who saw a beauiful sky the other day. I think mine nicer.. muahaha!

Me & sis trying to act like those old chinese fighters with special powers in those old chinese fly-here-fly-there-explode-the-water kind of fighters..

Debs said i look like 16 year old when i took this pic last dec.. i’m damn sad..

Remember remember the 5th of November..

In the words of Deborah, "Wee for Wendetta"