Mixed emotions
I’m excited!!!
but the future doesn’t look too bright at the moment..
I’m excited yet not looking forward to the passage of time either. Stress man !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
November 17, 2009
September 21, 2009
Karma will hunt you down and fuck you ten-fold up your ass turn left
You should hate yourself for being what you are, trying to be what you’re not, or even pretending to do something that you’re not so sure what you are trying to achieve. Remember what you did recently and don’t be overly surprised when particular events befall your pathetic existence. Your actions are extremely childish and I hope they gave you extreme satisfaction considering your pitiful attempts to gratify your emotions.
On another note:
To see children in your dream, signify an aspect of yourself and your childlike qualities. You may be retreating back to a childlike state where you are longing for the past and the chance to satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes.
Perhaps there is something that you need to see grow and nurtured. Take some time off and cater to the inner child within. Alternatively, the dream may be highlighting you innocence, purity, simplicity, and carefree attitude.
To dream that you are washing your car, suggests that your troubles will soon pass. You may be ready to go through life with a fresh new outlook and attitude.
To see an old man in your dream, represents wisdom or forgiveness. The old man may be a archetypal figure who is offering guidance to some daily problem.
Time to set a new direction in life?
May 6, 2009
March 6, 2009
February 16, 2009
Unwilling-ness
2 weeks b4 i fly back to brissie.
1 week b4 i have to choose my last module.
1 week b4 i have to buy my air ticket.
Honestly, i’m feeling lonely. I know i’ve got friends (yes i do have thank you) but.. it’s different.. so different.. what happened to my enthusiastic attitude that i’ve always had to return to brisbane?
It died. They all died. What’s happening to me?
This is the 1st time ever i don’t feel like going back to brisbane.. and it happens 2.5 years after i’ve been there..shouldn’t it happen the 1st time you’re about to leave your loved ones, family, friends and familiar surroundings behind?
13days left………………………………………………
December 18, 2008
work?
One seriously cannot maintain a social life when work is taking up 6 days a week. work..home..work..home..work..home..work..home..work..home..
Will i be working on my bday?
will i be working on xmas?
will i be working on NYE?
will i be working on CNY?
*there are a few stuffs that are keeping my spirits up though!*
October 30, 2008
FISHING @ macquire!!
Recently i had an awesome fishing trip down @ macquire st.. keep ‘em comin’ !!!
small
medium
5000 yr old freakin huge mother******
you
you have drifted.
you are going.
you are falling.
you are waiting.
you are fake.
you are duplicitous…
.not worth my time
.not worth my effort
.for naught
.from salvation
.leaving me behind
.so far its pains and saddens me
August 11, 2008
Stories
I find that one should never be too quick to pass judgement on others. Listen to both sides of the story. People can paint a very beautiful picture but until u speak to the canvas, you wouldn’t know half the story. Everybody lies and will shape the story to their benefit.
On a different note, I just lost my wallet. Got too wasted and must have dropped it in the cab. FARK! All my ids, license, credit card, atm card, casino rewards card.. all GONE!! I’m now an illegal immigrant if i get pulled over by the police when im driving. haha. I’ll get thrown into jail for not having a license and no id and the car registration expired. That would be hilarious, but not when it actually happens though. *touch wood* My mum even called me all the way from singapore to scold me! WTH !? haha!
Ekka, here i come tml! The past 2 years it was always adele, eve, debs and me. Always present. But this year, it’ll be different. Nostalgic feelings? Even the pony/unicorn i won for my housemate was left in the house, chucked into the living room and left alone with no love. Sigh, and its still here somemore! I hope i’ll win the big ass garfield which probably cant even fit thru deborah’s room door, if i do, then she’ll have to sleep with the garfield in her room, which would probably take up 1/2 her room space.
Assignments assignments, work work. WHy do i have so many assignments this sem? And why am i working so much this sem?
July 26, 2008
Always here
When the clouds are dark and the sky is soot,
when no one sees but judges,
when hope dries to a trickle and worries flood you,
when the heart crumbles and yearns,
know that i am here.
p.s Ok really bad attempt at poet-ing.
I’m driving an illegal car!! Pray i don’t get caught! Cos my car’s registration has expired and i havent renewed it yet! ARGH!
The world grows heavy with secrets, problems, depressions and NOT BEING ABLE TO GET TUTORIAL TIMINGS OF THEIR CHOICE!
